memories consume

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Fri, 24 Sep 2010 16:01:36 -0400

Changed it yet again. ｼ

Irritation

Fri, 10 Sep 2010 04:34:26 -0400

…gone. :) It may have just been the lack of sleep.

So, tumblr isn’t as private as I would like it to be for me to be blogging the way that I do. I just realized that when I posted up the picture of the cat & the LP video. How the hell do you get off that darn radar?

For their joint 50th anniversaries, aye.. There’s only one...

Wed, 08 Sep 2010 13:12:00 -0400

For their joint 50th anniversaries, aye.. There’s only one that looks slightly decent & the rest look like clown shoes specifically made for rainy season (esp. the blue & white ones).
Seriously though: What were they thinking?

BREAKING THE HABIT Artist: Linkin ParkAlbum: MeteoraMemories...

Tue, 07 Sep 2010 14:16:00 -0400

BREAKING THE HABIT

Artist: Linkin Park
Album: Meteora

Memories consume, like opening the wounds
I’m picking me apart again
You all assume
I’m safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don’t want to be the one the battles always choose
‘cause inside I realize that I’m the one confused

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don’t know why I instigate
And say what I don’t mean
I don’t know how I got this way
I know it’s not alright
So I’m breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than any time before
I have no options left again
I don’t want to be the one the battles always choose
‘cause inside I realize that I’m the one confused

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don’t know why I instigate
And say what I don’t mean
I don’t know how I got this way
I’ll never be alright
So I’m breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit tonight

I’ll paint it on the walls
‘cause I’m the one at fault
I’ll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don’t know how I got this way
I’ll never be alright
So I’m breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit tonight

Best strange kitty of the week I’ve seen.◠‿◠

Tue, 07 Sep 2010 14:07:00 -0400

Best strange kitty of the week I’ve seen.
◠‿◠

"Sunshine"

Mon, 06 Sep 2010 11:28:23 -0400

Wow. I can’t believe Charice Pempengco’s character’s name on Glee is Sunshine. Reminds me of my cousin’s old German Shepherd—her name was Sunshine. Sunshine sounds so cheesy… :/ Couldn’t they have just named her a more common Filipino name like Mary Joy, Mary Grace, Mary Ann, Gretchen, Jenny, Joanne, Leah, Roseanne, Rosemarie, Rhea, Cassandra, Christine, Catherine, CHARICE or something along those lines (Asian, Spanish or Pacific Island sounding) that doesn’t come off as something so blah? Eh, at least she’ll sing better than her char’s given name. :) Hopefully, she doesn’t do anything else along the lines of getting botox for having an uber muscular jaw from being addicted to chewing gum (It didn’t even seem like she wanted it. Too young = bad idea.) or mess up like Vanessa Hudgens has… :S

The jackers & other exasperations

Sat, 04 Sep 2010 11:40:00 -0400

Has this ever happened to you?: You leave something at a friend’s apartment, let’s say.. a sweater. This sweater was given to you by a very dear friend. So, you tell your new friend, “I’m going to get my sweater back, okay? Don’t forget to bring it. A good friend of mine gave that to me.” EVERY time you see that person, they don’t have your sweater! You remind them constantly when you see them & they say things like, “I’ll bring it tomorrow” or “It’s dirty ‘cause I used it when I was riding my motorcycle & it’s still drying” or, my least favorite, “I had it yesterday, but I didn’t see you!” You find your way to their apt & ask for your sweater thinking you’re finally going to get it & your friend says, “It’s dirty! Let me wash it first then I’ll give it back to you.” But, this time, you see that it’s actually there so you agree ‘cause you’re just too damn trusting (FOOL!). &, years later.. YOU STILL DON’T HAVE YOUR DAMN SWEATER! >:| If I don’t get that sweater back, I’m going to do something drastic.. Like message you! Oh wait, I did that already. Oh, bother …

Anyway, this girl.. I typed that we never ever had a conversation. Well, I’m not actually sure about that now that I think about it, but if we did converse, I don’t remember it. I never liked the vibe comin’ from her & I could never put my finger on it before. I could just feel that she was shady & I’m not talkin’ like a tree on a sunny summer’s day kind of thing neither. Either way, she’s ‘orrible with a capital H & I proved my instincts right. I won’t delve into that, but.. I wish she would use her noggin, y’know? Do the noodle dance like PB&J Otter. She needs to check herself before she wrecks herself. Seriously.

"Snakes in the grass just waiting for the moment. N***** on your team & they’re really your..."

Sat, 04 Sep 2010 05:59:19 -0400

“Snakes in the grass just waiting for the moment. N***** on your team & they’re really your opponent.”

- “Frienemies” by Jim Jones

Bummer.

Sun, 29 Aug 2010 15:19:00 -0400

~~My tiny tea cups stopped working. :(~~

Problem solved. :)

"I have another problem: I worry to much."

Sun, 15 Aug 2010 09:25:45 -0400

“I have another problem: I worry to much.”

- Roger Smith // American Dad

Sex Drive

Thu, 05 Aug 2010 15:35:19 -0400

Sex Drive:

I watched this three or four days ago with my older brother & Joemar. I was looking for something for us to watch that wasn’t an anime or a cartoon & then when I came across the channel this film was on (Star Movies, I think), it was at the beginning when Rex was about to give Ian a ride to work. We were laughing a lot so I just left it there. Little did I know… Fall Out Boy cameos in this film! ♡ Thanks Seth Green. ;D

1k; Happy Hour~★

Fri, 16 Jul 2010 11:10:00 -0400

My bf was right. It was just a LPA located near here. The power did go out, but only for around 30 minutes. :) Today was a pretty good day. No rain or power outages. Nice. Gj PI. ;p
OoOoOOOoooOo! My hat is nearly complete! Yes. Gj, indeed. :D That makes me the winner of a 1k bet! XD Excellent.
♡

Well, time to go drink. ^___^~★!

OMFG! Choleric much? ≥￢≤

Thu, 15 Jul 2010 05:33:00 -0400

I finally log in to Facebook after a long while & it starts raining! It’s the second time it’s rained this week, but last time it wasn’t this strong. The wind speed was just high. If there’s another mass black out that lasts for 12 fucking hours again, I’m going to be deeply displeased. >:( The internet is going super slow too. :| Really? Now? Really?!? I guess so. Guh!
Wow, to top off this lovely event, someone’s being a giant douche lord. I’d understand the attitude if I was j00r maid & all, but I ain’t so shut the front door, por favor.
Just lovely. I need a drink (non-alcoholic X3!).
/♡

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LOUD thunder. There’s no storm, but there is a LPA near here (according to my bf ;D). Good. :)
/edit

Wow, I was off by A THOUSAND. O_O;;

Mon, 12 Jul 2010 10:56:00 -0400

Wow, I was off by A THOUSAND. O_O;;

People wonder why I would rather stay in bed;

Mon, 12 Jul 2010 10:49:00 -0400

I don’t. I like sleeping in. Although, I do get eye bags from doing so … º∀º

listen «—||Put that shit on repeat? I say, do.

Been drawing. It’s nice. My not-really-a-sketch-book sketch book is getting lots of use. I bet if it had feelings, it’d be quite the happy camper. Unless, it’s sad that its pages are getting soiled. :| I wouldn’t know. I’m not a sketch book nor have I ever been or will be. Doesn’t matter ‘cause the recent soilings are dandy. :3

~~I think I’m coming down with something. I woke up earlier with a sore throat & now my eyes are feeling warm & the head’s feelin’ heavy. That’s what I get for showering @ 4am. Tsk.~~ Eh…, maybe, maybe not.

I am currently downloading even more fonts (yes). ⊙⊥⊙ I literally have over a thousand fonts—I shit you not! Now, picking a font will take even longer than it normally does. Hahaha..:p! Ah, what a fine mess I have gotten myself into, I suppose. Maybe I’ll print screen it. Well, back to downloading I go~!
♡

Beast Wear

Mon, 12 Jul 2010 05:43:00 -0400

Beast Wear

LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST Artist: Linkin ParkAlbum: Minutes To...

Sat, 10 Jul 2010 16:31:00 -0400

LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST

Artist: Linkin Park
Album: Minutes To Midnight

I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, ‘cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I’m done here?

So if you’re asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don’t resent me, and when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest, don’t be afraid
I’ve taken my beating, I’ve shared what I made
I’m strong on the surface, not all the way through
I’ve never been perfect, but neither have you

So if you’re asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don’t resent me, and when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you’ve learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can’t be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don’t resent me, and when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you’ve learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can’t be who you are
I can’t be who you are

Gee, thanks.

Sat, 10 Jul 2010 15:22:00 -0400

I fixed my links. I didn’t know they weren’t working ‘til I tried them. Gfm.

If agitation, annoyance & irritation were a bug, it would be the kind that burrows under your skin. If left unnoticed, you’d have this disgusting bump that you’d have no choice but to see every now & then as it travels where it pleases. ”Hopefully, it will just get bored & crawl out of me eventually” you think. But you would still have to live with it for quite some time before it got bored of pooping inside you. If you’re the type with a short fuse, you’d end up trying to scratch that shit out. Due to the frail nature of the bug, you would only succeed in squishing it (splat!) under your skin & the worms that live inside it would find it’s way to your brain & heart. Eventually, you end up dying. Actually, either way you die. Fecal matter of any sort under your skin doesn’t sound healthy at all. Destined for death. Tsk, tsk.

Cockroaches are gross. I hope that them bug don’t look like roaches. Eww. *shudders* Either way, it was just a random thought. I’m sorry to say that we are all still destined for death. :( I know.. Boo truth.

Food sounds good right about now. :D Let’s eat! YAY FOOD! XD
♡~Capt. Obvious!

Hello, stranger.

Thu, 08 Jul 2010 20:17:00 -0400

Hi, my name is: Roxanne Marie~☆!

Never in my life have I been: to Europe.

The one person who can drive me nuts is: just about anyone.

When I’m nervous: I’m eerily quiet, doing something awkward, laughing or smiling oddly.

The last song I listened to was: Everlong.

If I were to get married right now my best man/maid of honor: would be my sis☆.

My hair is: always a mess.

When I was 5: my sis☆ & I would always be dressed in the same outfit, just different colors.

Last Christmas: is a good song.

I should be: Eating breakfast, foo’!

When I look down I see: this glass desk.

The happiest recent event was: this weekend! :D

If I were a character on ‘Friends’ I’d be: cooler than Rachel G.

By this time next year: I will be twenty-five.

My current gripe is: I’m hungry & I don’t have money.

I have a hard time understanding: why people change who they are to fit in or to be liked by others.

You know I like you when: you’re not an asshole.

If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: my sis☆ or my bf. Whoever’s sitting next to me @ the time. :p

Take my advice: ‘cause you know I’m probably right.

The thing(s) I want to buy: are awesome, but I can’t afford ‘em. :,<

If you visited the place I was born: you’d be in a place called “Valley Paradise.”

I plan to visit: some cool kids in the near|distant future.

If you spent the night at my house: you’d either be full or smashed. Eh, or both.

I’d stop my wedding if: I had the “runs.”

The world could do without: hate, crazy bitches, poachers, whalers, BP & Miley Cyrus’ butter-face face.

I’d rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: .. NO x infinity. I wo’n’t do that.

Most recent thing I’ve bought myself: was a face cloth because I was sweating my balls off.

Most recent thing someone else bought me: was Spicy Sea Food Cup Noodles. Tasty!

My middle name is: not really what it should be.

In the morning I: am usually about to go to sleep because I’m a freakin’ vampire. :E~rawr!

The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are: Floppy-eared rabbits, Corgis or other breed of fluffy-uffy dogs, sugar gliders, whales, penguins, certain monkeys, jellyfish, fat pandas (or any chubby, fluffy animal), dwarf anythings, sanrio characters, san-x characters, & pokémons.

Last night I was: textin’ & reading.

There’s this guy I know who: you just do not want to fuck with.

If I was an animal I’d be: the coolest thing you’d ever seen in your entire life! I’m so cereal! X3

A better name for me would be: uh, wow.. I don’t know. You tell me. :3

Tomorrow I am: probably going to sleep in, as usual.

Tonight I am: probably going out with my friend & his classmates.. if I don’t get bit by the lazy bug.

My birthday is: on the 15th of March! ^___^~☆

Well, I’m off—to eat breakfast & then take a nice long nap. :p
♡

Seventy-three then off to bed

Wed, 07 Jul 2010 15:48:00 -0400

1. Are you in a relationship?

// Yes.

2. Are you currently fighting with anyone?

// No.

3. Where do you live?

// Olongapo City.

4. What is your favorite candy?

// I don’t have favorites.

5. Favorite thing to do in the summer?

// Chill.

7. What was your least favorite subject this year?

// n/a.

8. What was your favorite subject this year?

// n/a.

9. Current top 4 favorite Singers/Band:

// Glee cast Season 1, etc.

10. Last time you drank alcohol?
// 4th of July.

11. Name something that’s on your mind:

// Food & my bf X3!

12. Something you regret recently:

// Not having cutters & electrical tape. Could be listening to some music @ the moment if I had the right tools. Tsk.

13. When is your birthday?

// 03.15.86

14. What school do you go to?

// n/a.

15. What kinda phone do you have?

// Old school Sony Ericsson. Swivel!

16. What are you doing right now?

// This.

17. Something embarrassing that happened to you today?

// Nothing.

18. Something recently that made you really happy?

// My boyfriend. :D

19. What are your favorite colors?

// I like ‘em all.

21. Last person you talked to?

// Me mum.

22. Reading anything?

// Alice’s Adventures In Wonderland & Through The Looking-Glass by Lewis Carroll. I read it whenever I can’t fall asleep (hence, the name of my blog). Obviously, it’s my favorite. ^___^~♡

23. What is your favorite outfit?

// Comfy pajamas.

24. Favorite drink?

// Chocolate milk, mango shake, etc.

25. Favorite Alcoholic drink?

// Chocolate flavored shots.

26. Where is your second home?

// Baguio & Olongapo. 1st = Cali.

27. Last time you went to the doctor or dentist?

// Dentist = `05; Doctor = `09.

28. Currently listening to?

// Songs on my phone.

29. What does your bedroom look like right now?

// Slightly less chaotic than before.

30. Favorite movie?

// I haven’t made it yet. Hahaha..:p

31. Last movie you watched?

// I don’t remember which one I watched last.

32. Do you have braces?

// 6 years ago, yes.

33. Do you like your life?

// Yeah. It has it’s moments.

35. Favorite place to be:

// Eating out with family.

36. Favorite place to shop?

// I’m not much of a shopper.

37. Bad quality about yourself?

// I’m a chick. Tsk.

38. A good one?

// I’m an awesome chick. XD

39. When was the last time you went shopping?

// May.

WHERE IN THE HELL IS 40!!!???!!!???

// Right there.

41. Are you in a relationship?

// ? # 1.

42. Have you ever thought you were in love?

// You don’t think you are, you know you are.

43. When was the last time you cried?

// June 12. T^T

44. What did you do last weekend?

// Spent time with my boyfriend. Hung out with some old friends I haven’t seen in a while Sunday mornin’ @ the old base. Spent more time with my boyfriend~(o￣ ³￣)o ♥!

45. When was the last time you went out to eat?

// June 12.

46. Ever called a teacher “mom”?

// Goodness, no.

47. Favorite summer vacation?

// That one summer at the beach.

48. What are your nicknames?

// aswang, banana, barbie, boo, bruha, bunnanda, bunny, chii, eiram, foxy roxy, GFH, honey, lord rhoupert, mammoy, manang, marshmallow, marie, naval, navel, rhou, rorie, rox, roxy, tisay, vampire, white lady, xanne … etc.

49. How many friends on myspace do you have?

// Myspace? Hahaha..Uh, Idek… A few, maybe?

50. how many profile views do you have?

// I don’t care enough to look.

51. Last time you went to the mall?

// April or May.

52. Are you thinking about somebody right now?

// My head hurts, that’s what I’m thinkin’ about.

53. Who was the last person to text you?

// Either my boyfriend or Richard.

54. Do you smoke?

// Si señor(a).

55. Who was the last person you texted?

// My boyfriend.

56. Who was the last person that called you?

// My pops.

57. Who was the last person you called?

// my sis✰.

58. What color is your hair?

// Dark brown?

59. Does anyone like you?

// Sure.

60. Do you think you might be getting with someone sometime?

// I AM with someone. :D

61. Look to your right, what do you see?

// My sis✰’s dresser.

62. Look to your left, what do you see?

// A rubber zebra.

63. Do you like yourself?
// Yeah. I’m entertaining.

64. Are you closer to your mother or father?

// I’m equally close to both of them.

65. Favorite feature of the opposite sex?

// Manly face + cute smile + girly eyes × pleasing personality + slightly chubby|food lover = my bf ;p! Aw, I’m lonely.. :,<

66. Name the last person/people you hung out with:

// Older siblings.

67. Last time you took pictures of yourself?

// Does my hand count? If yes: a while ago. If no: June.

68. Last time you went skinny dipping?

// Never did that.

69. Are your lips chapped?

// No.

70. Got a crush on someone?

// Crushes are so last century.

71. Hate someone?

// No. People can be irritating, but I don’t hate anyone for being human.

72. Missing someone right now?

// Yes. :,< Only 2 more months to go…..!

73. What was your last meal?

// Meatloaf & some chicken.