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...like opening the wounds. I'm picking me apart again. You all assume I'm safe here in my room unless I try to start again. I don't want to be the one the battles always choose 'cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused. I don’t know what’s worth fighting for or why I have to scream. I don’t know why I instigate and say what I don’t mean. I don’t know how I got this way. I know it’s not alright, so I’m breaking the habit. I’m breaking the habit tonight. Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door. I try to catch my breath again. I hurt much more than any time before. I have no options left again. I don’t want to be the one the battles always choose ‘cause inside I realize that I’m the one confused. I don’t know what’s worth fighting for or why I have to scream. I don’t know why I instigate and say what I don’t mean. I don’t know how I got this way. I’ll never be alright, so I’m breaking the habit. I’m breaking the habit tonight. I’ll paint it on the walls ‘cause I’m the one at fault. I’ll never fight again and this is how it ends. I don’t know what’s worth fighting for or why I have to scream, but now I have some clarity to show you what I mean. I don’t know how I got this way. I’ll never be alright, so I’m breaking the habit. I’m breaking the habit. I’m breaking the habit tonight.

Bummer.

My tiny tea cups stopped working.  :(


Problem solved.  :)

“ I have another problem: I worry to much. ” 
Sex Drive

I watched this three or four days ago with my older brother & Joemar.  I was looking for something for us to watch that wasn’t an anime or a cartoon & then when I came across the channel this film was on (Star Movies, I think), it was at the beginning when Rex was about to give Ian a ride to work.  We were laughing a lot so I just left it there.  Little did I know… Fall Out Boy cameos in this film!  ♡  Thanks Seth Green.  ;D

1k; Happy Hour~★

My bf was right.  It was just a LPA located near here.  The power did go out, but only for around 30 minutes.  :)  Today was a pretty good day.  No rain or power outages.  Nice.  Gj PI.  ;p
OoOoOOOoooOo!  My hat is nearly complete!  Yes.  Gj, indeed.  :D  That makes me the winner of a 1k bet!  XD  Excellent.
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Well, time to go drink.  ^___^~★!

OMFG! Choleric much? ≥￢≤

I finally log in to Facebook after a long while & it starts raining!  It’s the second time it’s rained this week, but last time it wasn’t this strong.  The wind speed was just high.  If there’s another mass black out that lasts for 12 fucking hours again, I’m going to be deeply displeased.  >:(  The internet is going super slow too.  :|  Really?  Now?  Really?!?  I guess so.  Guh!
Wow, to top off this lovely event, someone’s being a giant douche lord.  I’d understand the attitude if I was j00r maid & all, but I ain’t so shut the front door, por favor.
Just lovely.  I need a drink (non-alcoholic X3!).
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LOUD thunder.  There’s no storm, but there is a LPA near here (according to my bf ;D).  Good.  :)
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Wow, I was off by A THOUSAND.  O_O;;
People wonder why I would rather stay in bed;

I don’t.  I like sleeping in.  Although, I do get eye bags from doing so … º∀º

listen «—||Put that shit on repeat?  I say, do.

Been drawing.  It’s nice.  My not-really-a-sketch-book sketch book is getting lots of use.  I bet if it had feelings, it’d be quite the happy camper.  Unless, it’s sad that its pages are getting soiled.  :|  I wouldn’t know.  I’m not a sketch book nor have I ever been or will be.  Doesn’t matter ‘cause the recent soilings are dandy.  :3

I think I’m coming down with something.  I woke up earlier with a sore throat & now my eyes are feeling warm & the head’s feelin’ heavy.  That’s what I get for showering @ 4am.  Tsk. Eh…, maybe, maybe not.

I am currently downloading even more fonts (yes).  ⊙⊥⊙  I literally have over a thousand fonts—I shit you not!  Now, picking a font will take even longer than it normally does.  Hahaha..:p!  Ah, what a fine mess I have gotten myself into, I suppose.  Maybe I’ll print screen it.  Well, back to downloading I go~!
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